Safe home

Well here I am, been to the dr, gotten tests and now totally collapsed. Mum said she thinks there’s messages on the phone for me all ready. Sorry, I haven’t even looked. Just want to totally veg out and rest this weekend. Will look at the mobile next week, but not actually sure if I’ll be up for visitors. I think I was just running on adrenaline and now that I’ve reached somewhere safe, somewhere where I don’t have to worry about doing this, that and the other, my body has just given out on me. So, hard as this is (and believe me it’s hard for me), I think it’s best to pretend I’m not here. :-/ I really need to rest completely at the moment and I just know I wouldn’t if having people around who I want to talk with and hang out with.
I’ve had tests done – also Mum brought up something which I hadn’t even thought of when she asked if I saw them take the iv and the blood test needle from a sterile packet/autoclav. I didn’t, so am having blood tests done as well. Very good that I’ll be back in three months time because that will cover the HIV three month window nicely.
The bright side of everything is that I got to fly Singapore Airlines (they’re usually in the too expensive category for me) and they are an awesome airline to fly with. Individual media systems for every seat, reams of movies, tv programs, documentaries and games to keep me occupied during the flight. This was especially appreciated because I very rarely sleep on planes, so don’t like overnight flights because they turn off the tv and the lights. I can read, but am always aware of people around and not wanting to keep those who can sleep awake. So last night was heaven. I just watched movies and tv the entire way. Yay for singapore airlines!